With the end of the semester quickly approaching and having less than a
month to prepare for my trip, I find myself panicking. I am not prepared at all and I need to put
some pep into my step. I know everything will be alright, but I truly dislike
being unprepared. Being unprepared makes me feel lost, and although this may
sound silly, it’s true. Everything will work out in the end, it always does. =)
I found myself overcoming roadblocks for the past two months with decisions dealing
with both my personal life and education.
In these past few months I reflect on how much I have grown and I’m
proud of myself. I learned that is okay to take time out for myself. Things
will not always be the way I would like, but there’s a reason why matters don’t
always work in my favor. Moreover, I
also learned that I am a HUGE procrastinator, and that this trait may not
change. I’m not just referring to the upcoming trip. I’ve lost out on time, a lot of time because I
waited until the last minute to either complete an assignment, delay scheduling
meetings for important events, and so on.
I used to never be like this. I
was the student that completed assignments a month in advance after they
received their syllabus and planned out my outfits two weeks to a month in
advance.
During that period of my life I may have had too much time on my hands…or I
was just great at scheduling and being proactive!
But back to my main point of this post….this new journey that I will be
embracing after graduation is an exciting one.
I am open to the challenges that I will face, and I believe they will
make me a stronger and better person. I
know that the choices that I make in life are not please anyone but
myself. With every choice I make there
is a consequence. Whether the
consequence is good or bad, I’m ready!
I used to be an adventurous person who was ready to pick up and travel
around the world, and lately I have been playing it safe. I miss this person
and I’m seeking to find her. Hopefully, she will emerge when I step foot into a
different world.
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